I just can't stop feeling awfully terrible. Everything's not right. Incredibly absurd i must say. I have one whole list of good examples to support my view. Firstly, FACEBOOK& LJ DID A DAMN GOOD JOB FOR PISSING ME OFF. POTENTIAL BITCH HEAD.Then, I spent the whole night searching for really cool skins for lj. But, I FAILED TERRIBLY. I really hate the flowers on my blog. I mean I won't mind if they are like those really graphical and artistic ones. Unfortunately, they just resembled the flowers in Chinese Garden way too much. Skeptical, I have no idea why im like having doubts with every simple shit for no good reasons. Actually Im just the same, paranoid is the best nature. When is all this coming to an end? It driving me to good insane. Sleep-deprived, i only hit the sack at around four plus in the morning almost everyday. And only rinse and shine when the Sun's almost going back home. How am i going to study well in this kinda screwed human clock system. I need o's to go back to its hometown too. Because i really need happydays with my dearest friends, with girlfriend especially. I want to have dinner with jj, weimeng, shihui and ritz at NS( that very familiar place where ive been chilling out for the past four years) Then, hitch a ride in meng's speedy best friend, i mean speedy car. I wanna go blading again with emily and kaiwen plus that playstation day over at em's, with huiya. I wanna go shihui's place to cook maggimee/camwhore/watch very disgusting videos and have nightmares after that. I wanna meet up with bestfriend to have macs or just hiding inside the toilet of parkroyal. I wanna spend the whole day in town with pxdarling just to shop. I wanna go tanning with Vanessa, Cynthia, Lixian and mavis again. I wanna meet Mavis(my skinny bestie) so badly. I wanna go Xiaowei's house to sleep and talk. I wanna go cycling with cally and his brother. I wanna go Victoria's place to take stupid videos, steal green tea from her tenant and just scold her. I wanna meet up with Lover to eat ice cream at Marina Sq. I wanna meet jo to hide inside the toilet again. I wanna meet angelyn for those lovely catchups. I want to meet up with so many girlies! Longzhen, my honeypie. Yanwen, i promised her and its gonna be our freshy first date! Weiting, this pretty& always partying darling. Liting, my damn freaking light sunshinegirl! Goldie& Alicia, my chapalang shit as usual. Dineth, my pretty mummy. OMG I SERIOUSLY NEED TO MEET UP WITH SO MANY SWEET PIE. The Best is always save up for the last, I want girlfriend over for sleepovers, i want her to stay with me every single day, I want her to play zeropoint/ the Santa Claus game, the one that you must not laugh nor talk for 5mins/Sailormoon Sailormoon Sailormoon chey Sailormoon copycat Sailormoom chey. Saralimgirlfriend, youare just a part of branda.


Hold my hand and tell me Tomorrow's gonna shine for me.
Please put a good fullstop for all these misery.
I only want HappyDays, only happydays.